VENGEANCE
I am ruthless and mean.
I am a danger to others.
I can hurt you intentionally.
I do it out of rage.
Having no control of my actions causes trouble for me.
I care not.
It is always someone else’s fault.
It is never mine.
I am without a conscience.
I am better than you.
So do not tell me what to do.
I have no need to hear your judgements because you know nothing.
I play you like a cat with a mouse.
You think your words or actions will change me.
Well, you are wrong again.
I can outsmart anyone who tries to change me.
I will not change.
I have gotten away with-it time after time, and this is no different.
It is you I feel sorry for because you keep trying to find the good in me.
And you never will.
I am in denial, you think.
No, I know exactly how I am.
You are so stupid to try to change me.
I am not going to change to please you.
I am not changing for you or anyone else.
So, give up on fooling yourself.
You are the one with the problem for not seeing me for who I am.
I do want to add that if you stop trying to fix me maybe I will figure it out that I need to fix myself for me to be happy.
