SELF-DESTRUCTION

I am the Spirit of Self-Destruction.

I stop feeling destructive when I manage to hurt myself.
I hurt myself because I need to hurt myself in order to stop feeling the hurt inside myself.
It hurts inside so much that hurting myself gives me relief.
It started from feeling not good about myself from being hurt as a child and being blamed for being hurt.
I am not the problem.
I am not responsible for being hurt.
And I am not the blame for being hurt.