NOT GOOD ENOUGH

I am the Spirit of Not Good Enough.

I feel that I cannot do anything right.
I am a failure.
It’s just that everyone is better than I am.
I try so hard, more than others and my work doesn’t compare to theirs.
I should just give up. I’m tired of being judged.
I’m tired of being graded.
I’m tired of the failing mark.
Why is everyone judging me so much so that I learned to judge myself as not good enough.
I wish someone would find what is special about me.
I wish someone gave me my spirit name and clan.