HOPELESSNESS

I am the Spirit of Hopelessness.

I hide from those who help.
I find ways to swallow the truth. I am distant pain that has rooted in forgetfulness or sleeplessness.
I am afraid to try.
I am scared to sleep and to dream.
I like dragging every difficulty into the path of daily life.
I cannot see truth because I subdue it to keep the power turned off.
If you knew me, you would know that I am a trickster.
I take truth particles you do not want to deal with and coat them with junk.
I like taking lost power because it is the only power I have.
When you get tired of me you may seek truth.
I offer deep truth.
In the dark water I bring you the element of creation to make new medicine that brings new direction.
I can change creation if you walk through me into the light.